chapter fourteen

I locked myself up in my room as soon as I got home....

I entered straight to my bathroom , my dull reflection stared back at me in the mirror, I turned on the tap and splash cold water over my face and hair....

What was wrong with me....

I've never felt so humiliated and disgusted with myself like I did right now......

I knew it was exactly what he wants, I knew i was feeling the exact way he wanted but that didn't ease the shame and disappointment i felt at myself

I hated him so much, how could my body burn with so much need when he touched me?

It was like he'd inserted a fire inside of me...

Memories of him lapping at my juices , his tongue driving me to an orgasm flashed in my head....

I tried to suppress them but they just kept coming.....

I stormed out of the bathroom and plunged on my bed , my mind was in the state of a total mess...

I skipped going down for dinner, I wasn't in the mood to see anyone.....

I just wanted to be left alone...