Gracie
He confused me, in the past it didn't matter how much I plead with him , he never showed mercy........
so why was he being soft with me now?
He always seemed to love it when I beg, I know he still does , my begging always seem to get him off and put him in the mood.
But here he was trying to sooth me , it was in his own obsessive way but still he was trying....
His fingers were running through my hair softly ... , I still wasn't used to this gentle side of him, the intensity and fierceness of it gave me goosebumps.
Perhaps after what I told him last night he was starting to trust me a little ?
But I'm not assured that was the case, a strong part of me feels that he knew the game I was playing.........
That I was submitting myself to him only so he would let his guard down against me.. I feel like he just decided to play along with me...
A cat and mouse game.... As always he was the predator.
The feeling was unsettling......