40. Dreaming

Aarushi's POV......................

As we reached home, I walked to my bedroom, discarding my clothes and took a hot shower. I want to get rid of the make up, they put on me. And I was so annoyed at myself and frustrated too.

How can I behave like that with Ankush, hoe can I allow him to kiss me and make me restless and feel need of him more. He make me feel all those new feelings inside me, which I never felt before. For a second I was about to give myself to him, if not my unconscious mind kicked me.

Then I planned a different thing for him, but he however dodged it. Which I hated most, I was already having foul mood because of the way I reacted to his touch on me. Then him stopping me, pissed me to the most last extent.

That's the reason, I said those words to him. Which I never meant to say, not only him, not to anyone. I just judged him without knowing anything about him. I know I'm wrong, but something in me made me do that.