Alone in her mysery

stricken with guilt, ivi squeezed her eyes so tightly, the thought of how badly she'd handled everything was a physical pain.. she's so convinced that her approach was the right one she is not just a picked by the gutter. too...

after what she'd seen as a child she'd been determined not to follow the same route. if she didn't fall inlove she'd attached such a strong belief in her own strict code. that it would have prevented her from understanding how others felt......

since when has she become so pumpous and set in her ways that she'd decided there was one right way to do things? perhaps she wanted to share that happiness and exciting moment with him but the reason she didn't bother was that she wouldn't approve because of the pains that still lingered in the corners of her heart...

thinking of both side, would Roman ever talk to her again from the look of things he didn't even care anymore if she existed...