Voiceless Desire

Eunice pov ...

Seeing Lucian get along with that lady made me wanna go insane, I pretending to be alright but I could feel my heartbeat increased rapidly only my sister realized my attention is divided and how much I boiled inside...

I know I shouldn't trust him, but my body has its own mind, I try to steal another glance at them and our eyes met, he actually was looking at me, I shamefully blink my eyes and turn back around..

I can't get through it all, Lucian has added in his beauty but he slim down a bit.. I don't know if his doing fine but he kept his words and didn't bother me at all, but who knows he distracts me the most but still I'm distracted without him..

I try to brace myself, but I'm shaking I'm almost dropping visible tears, what was that for? I wanted to tell my sister I can't do it anymore I needed to go but I felt powerless raising my hand to tap her because she is seriously carried away with the entertainment, I tried to speak but I am voiceless...