The depth of his fears

When Lola and Rafael returned home, she acted as if nothing had happened between them. It came as a shock to her how she was drawn to someone so easily. She recalled how she never wanted anything to do with men and sexual desires. At times she agreed with her friends when they used to mock her that she was not normal. Anyone in her shoes would think the same however when she met Rafael, certain unexplainable feelings started resurfacing, such insatiable desires she had never felt. Just the thought of rafael made her feel something within her core, the craving and need to be with someone was powerful to the point where she felt vulnerable and would depend on someone

It was hard for her to keep her feelings in control especially when the same man just invited her to his room. Now pacing outside Rafael's room so late at night, it was cold and now she was debating on what to do