For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

‘If it is power you desire. Then claim them!’ 


I knew her, even though she howled. What her thoughts were. Believing otherwise would only make room for denial. 


Denial is only for fools, that is, considering our thoughts and missing memory, we have no room to be. That is why, even though I had a bad feeling about these wolves, I still released the aura of an alpha by half. 


Sucking in a deep breath, I questioned no particular wolf, but meant the omega-enforcer, “Are you truly willing? Is your entire pack truly willing?” Hearing my voice, you would think I truly valued their opinion. In reality, I didn’t. I just wanted to taste their emotions when I accept them into my pack.  


“You know what you want. I am here only to serve the Selene-alpha.” 


She went on her knees, her mate did as well a hand outstretched, neck bared. I bit the outstretched hands, accepting them in my pack. Immediately, their thoughts flooded my mind.  


The emotions were filled with hate, but also… gratitude? 


Main realm gods