Why a fairy?

The elusive heat appeared. The urge to bite off his face almost drove me crazy. A Fairy, why a fairy?

I spat out the name of his species scorned.

It would have been satisfying to mate with males who knew me. Those males, both my human and wolf, found them extremely attractive, but it was not enough. The missing memory... Til this day it bothered us even though we—the wolf side and human half, have tried to figure out the reason why, but the answer has never appeared. Besides that, both sides knew that if we mated them, we might suffer more than memory loss.

Is it because we are too weak?

Deep down I also knew that even though if they die, I will not feel much—a lie but it is the only way I had stayed strong for so long—then there is the; what if. What if I mated them, bred pups with them and they died? I would probably be so traumatized that I might join them in death.

A weakness like that should never become something so important as a mated male.