For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

The phantom ‘hands’ cupping my twin peaks trailed slowly disappearing for a moment leaving me dissatisfied, I felt my body become restless. The phantom hands reappeared to pinch the two sensitive tips. Head thrown back, I gasped feeling the liquid heat steadily dripping from between my clenched thighs. ‘Even from this far away and only using the bond to make my presence known; I can smell you.’ My eyes rolled; hearts accelerated while his hands continued to tease my peaks. 


Sucking in a breath I struggled to speak, ‘T-the need is almost... unbearable for our females; many... have perished during this time b-b-because many males... fail to help them due to exhaustion.’ During that time, it took longer for me to speak because of the phantom hands that ran the length of my upper body, slowly falling closer to an area that begged to be filled. 


Pleasing 2