For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

‘You must awaken soon, little she-wolf.’ A voice invaded my mind: fractured space disturbing my slumber. 


Should it be called a slumber? It did not feel that way but it was the only way for me to continue to survive without self-mutilation.  


… what did that male voice call me? It seemed so long that my chaotic mind had such painful thoughts. Thoughts which should have been long buried and forgotten. Why, why would he remind me of the part that has been lost? Never to be retrieved again! 


I laughed, hearing it I immediately ceased flinching from the agony, pain and unwillingness filled in it. 


‘A mongrel.’ I choked. The male voice is right. What I am is a mongrel. Yes, it is what I have become. A shame for losing the thing that had been the most important to me as — 


I love you