For Lu Joaker, after having failed her duty as a universal guardian, she was punished to live as a mortal- a being without fur or fangs. She was punished for being a failure, stripped of all her merit. 
She, who before had been a being who guarded a universe, was demoted to become ... Hyena, human, pig, wolf... 
Tortured.
Warped until her true self was lost and she became a being that she looked down upon. Forced to struggle with the need to keep her nature in check while protecting herself from those who wished to crush her underfoot. Paired with that, she must also decide if she wants the males who constantly hunt her down, torture her or simply use them to help alleivate her rapidly rising heat.
Unfortunately, things don't go as Lu Joaker wishes which leads to tragic consequences. 
Follow Lu Joaker on her first journey becoming dire alpha and attempting to claim her mates while protecting her kind.

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Note: this is a dark fantasy reverse harem novel and book 1 of a 3 book series

Selene-Alpha

‘Time for you to leave this world.’ 


Leave? Why? I don’t want to leave this world! I still have things that need to be done.  


I had no desire to leave. I refuse! Those who made me suffer had to pay.  


‘They are all dead. Trust me, you will have—’ I felt suffocating ager at this nonsense. The same damn teary voice, after so long torturing me with her weeping and pleas she suddenly appeared trying to make me diverge from taking vengeance?  


I will never change my mind. ‘I don’t care. I have made up my mind. I re—’  


‘If you stay here death is what awaits you! Do you want to miss them? Never have the chance to meet your, males, again?’ 


My rage about to erupt disappeared. A small seed of joy took root at these words. Everything meant nothing.  


I can become a Saint for their sake