I can't believe I f*cked up every thing Mrs Green thought me. I can't just believe how rushy I was to say those words to him.
Jeez... I'm a mess.
I sat on my bed, with my legs folded to each other. I wanted to wave the whole lesson one stuff off my brain but, I just can't.
I felt like I have to... I have to understand why I had to meet him. Why Mrs Green desperately wanted me to meet with him.
Seems like she does understand this mating stuff than I do. I have tried so much to understand, I have tried to push the negative thoughts about the wolves and face my reality.
I just can't believe how annoying I am!
And it's obviously in his eye when I say he really cares for me. Scoffs. He cares so much for an annoying brat like me.
I searched within my self and I couldn't see any hint of hatred for him in me, but I am damn so angry I find it difficult to express the new feelings out.