Ashamed of him

Milena's POV

My night just went from glorious to horrendous. What if Julian has a girlfriend? Why haven't I thought of this? Perhaps it has to do with the fact that I wasn't going to commit to him.

I like Julian, I really do but his background and penury make us impossible. Even if I want to commit to him. My parents wouldn't let me and I'm a filial daughter.

The things I do for my family.

" You don't know right?" Isa is still talking? I shrug using the hand shower to rinse her body then fetched a robe while she stood up from the tub to put it on.

" How do you feel? " She pouts childishly. I hope she isn't going to cry herself to sleep when I leave. We trail to the bedstand silently. I didn't want to talk about Julian anymore. I like to be thorough.

God forbid will I ask what I am to him. I'm not ready to hear it. Ever.

" Are you leaving? She sounds hurt that I'm leaving not knowing she just struck a nerve in me but I will stay.