self control

He stared at me for some seconds before answering me probably wondering why I'm asking. I couldn't help but think he had a past trauma with virgins.

" Yes," his demeanor has changed. I can tell he wasn't in the mood cos his member isn't poking me anymore.

" Then what happened?" I attempted to move from his lap but his fastened hands on my ass prevented me from doing so. Is he going to tell me or not?

" She Ummm... I ...shit" he said instead. Julian hardly stutters. He always had a counterattack. Always has something to say no matter what. Seeing him lost for words kinda piques my interest.

Now I'm curious to know.

" She left? " I answered for him but he didn't agree with my suggestion.

" Something like that" he muttered resuming with working on my buttons.

" I have never loved anyone" his head perked up at my proclamation.