Make me forget

Julian's POV

She stares at me longer than I expected, by the look on her face, she's in pain and I think it isn't just because of me. I haven't done anything unless Isabella said something cruel to her. I know Lena can handle her but this is Isa, someone she thinks is innocent and weak. Someone she needed to protect is the one plotting schemes to steal her inheritance. I'd react too but I won't be surprised. I guess Lena isn't as smart as she thinks. I will likely indulge anyone that turns out to be the traitor in my family.

Nothing surprises me anymore.

" I ... Did you Jules. Umm. I'm just tired. I don't want to talk about anything. Can you do that? " She asks fiddling with her palms. I hate to see her like this, I hold her hands and nod. I stand up from my seat to assist her with the chair then I help her up.

"Where will you like to go?"

" Your place. I don't feel like going home right now" she says curling her fingers on mine then she looks at me.

" As you wish babe. C'mon, Sim is outside already" I tell her then leads her out of the cafe.

We are on our way to Idris hotel when she asks me a question.

" Jules, Can I ask you a question?" I chuckle. It's unlike Lena to seek permission before speaking but I understand if she's not stable at the moment. So, I nod.

" What does it take to earn a man's forgiveness? Or anyone's forgiveness for that matter?" her voice sounded deep like she is speaking from the deepest part of her heart but I shake it off.

" It varies on individual"

" What about you, what does it take to earn your forgiveness? To prove that people make mistakes and some are lucky to figure out where and when they occurred whereas, others aren't that lucky. What does it take? " I stare at her, eagerly waiting for an answer from me and I did the one thing I thought was right. I pull her closer to me, cup her cheeks then peck her.

" Nothing. you don't have to do anything Lena cos I hold no grudges against you. I have the feeling you're talking about me. I know we fight and you don't trust me but I'm ready to try for you, for us if you're willing. I want us to work. Our Love will eventually blossom. I know the affection is there, you're attracted to me as much as I am. That's how I know this is going to work " drop of tears slip down her cheeks and drops on my hands. I wipe them off but they won't stop dripping until she burst into tears. I pull her into my arms. What happened to my Lena? Who did this to her?

" I'm sorry Jules. I'm so sorry. I shouldn't have done it. Please don't hate me too. I'm sorry" she sobs on my shoulders saying the same thing over and over again. it angers me to know she's hurting and I can't do anything about it. I break out from the hug, wipe her tears with a handkerchief, and shake my head in despair but the tears keep rolling down. Lost for words, I press my lips on her moist one.

" Snap out of it Lena. I'm here. Come back to me" I say between her lips as I press my lips harder on hers to ignite her interest which didn't take long for her to respond. We kissed and kissed and were still kissing by the time Sim stopped by the gate. I will do anything to have my Lena back. Anything to wipe her tears away.

I pull away from the kiss reluctantly because she wouldn't let go and I love that she's not acting broken anymore.

" Come, let's get you inside. We can do this all day" she bites her lips and then alights from the car. Idris is waiting for us by the entrance and he smiles when he sees me coming in with Lena.

" Aaah. The couple that didn't have a wedding. It's good to see you again Lena" he says coyly but Lena waves him off and then holds my hands.

" I'll see you later Yeah?" I ask Idris.

" Yeah, take good care of her. Enjoy yourselves" I'm walking Lena to the elevator by the time he finishes.

Milena's POV

I want to scratch my eyes out for crying so much today but I'm hurt. I'm in pain and I don't know what else to do better than to cry. Everyone I call family has betrayed me. Isa hates me, my parents sold me, and my husband, the man I love, bought me and he's not remorseful.

I should get away from him but his speech earlier shocked me. He said he wants to try for my sake. If he's trying to make me fall for him and then dump me then that's lame because I can't love twice yet deep down, I believe him. I think he has forgiven me. That's a good thing right? It should be a good thing yet the pain won't go away.

I don't want to hurt anymore. I don't want to sound like a broken soul. I'm a strong, resilient woman. A few words from Isa aren't going to break me. I won't allow me. So, I smash my lips on Julian's when we got to the suite. He widens his eyes but he doesn't push me away and then I grab his member underneath his pants letting him know what I needed to get my senses back.

A fuck.

A really mad fuck. At first, he tries to stop me from groping him but he eventually cave in as I was persistent about it. I want him to fuck some senses into me.

I reach for the belt on his waistband and begin unbuckling it then he picks me up and drops me on the bed. He kicks his shoes off and helps me out of my shoes and panties. I reach for him as he steps out of his pants, and boxer briefs revealing his hard thick member that I so much crave right now.

I watch him stroke his member, each stroke causes a pool between my legs. I don't know how other girls deal with pain but I'm not drinking myself into a stupor today not when I have someone ready to do anything to please me... In bed.

" Such a ... Fuck. I'll make it up to you later" he says hovering over me then he thrusts into me, my eyes rolling to the back of my head at the intrusion and yet it's the best feeling ever.

" I want it harder. Please go harder. Gosh, you feel so good Jules" I tell him and he listens to me by pummeling me harder. Each thrust earns a moan from me and he grunts. I think he likes it when I moan too.

" More. I want more. Julian, oh Julian" he maintained a speedy pace as he ram into me with all the strength he can gather I can't help but scream louder. I want to forget, I know everything will come running in tomorrow but tonight, I want him to make me forget.

He stilled inside of me then smashed his lips harshly on mine and I smile as he takes my shirt off and then takes a nipple into his mouth, flicking his tongue on it while he fondles the other one. He sucks on my boobs, and my cleavage. I grip his hair reeling in desires as my core pulsates despite him being inside of me.

" Make me forget. I want to forget" he raises his head from my chest to stare at me. I moan as I feel him harden inside of me then he flips me to a different position and continues pummeling into me like I wanted.

" I want a name," he says pulling out of me and then in but he isn't going deeper. I frown knowing what he's about to do.

" Jules, you're not in... I want to feel it or I'm going crazy"

" Give me a name " he whispers pummeling into me harder than I have ever experienced like he's devouring me. He didn't stop until I feel his cum dripping onto my knee and it was a lot of cum.

" It's Isa. She said she hates me" I tell him feeling the pain intensify more but I try not to dwell on it by staring at the man I love and it's working. He narrows his eyes at me, panting hard.

" For letting Trevor leave. She's obsessed with him" I tell him leading his member inside me when he pulls out to process what I just said.

" I want this Jules. I need you to help me forget until I'm myself again and please don't stop" I say quite relieved I got that out of my chest.

His member stayed inside of me all night and we continued in the morning whether in the bathroom, elevator, car, or office until I was ready to face reality. I hadn't had much sex like I did for the past forty-eight hours.I have slept with Julian more than I can count. I think he has memorized my body at this point as I have done.

In the end, it was worth it because I don't see myself as a loser anymore and I have decided to confront my parents. I need answers.

Is Isabella even my sister?