The breakup

"beep beep beep"..

"beep beep beep"

"oh no,so soon....ha"I sighted

I was still feeling sleepy but I have to get up if I really want to catch-up with the appointment.

I have an appointment with the doctor due to some funny pain I feel in my breast,I slept alone,he didn't come back cause of a little argument,how crazy and stupid can he be?,after catching red handed he still had to guts to deny it and make it look like it was all my fault,I have had enough of his cheating habit but couldn't walk away cause I was so in love with him or should I say his touch.

we have done lots of crazy things together that I couldn't help to but still hold on, hoping that he will change someday.

I picked my phone and check the time,it was 6:15am already,I opened my SMS only to see a breakup message from Daniel,"no,you can't,you can't do this to me,you can't leave me for that stupidity girl"I lament,I have no idea if I should cry or not,this not the first time his doing this,I should be used to this already but I couldn't bring myself to accept it,it always felt like I was the fool in this relationship,he cheats,I forgive and we move on,it keeps happening over and over again but today am not going to give in,I won't call or beg him,if this how he wants to play this game then am fucking ready for it.

I stood up,dress my bed,brush,took a warm shower, dressed and left for the hospital,we were supposed to go together but seems like I was the only one in this and I have to prioritize my mental health and self first.

"you look so hot babe,where too?"ken my favorite neighbor asked,I faked a smile to cover up the sadness and emptiness I was feeling.

"Goodmorning ken,you know I have always been a hot babe,you can stop the cheesy comment,am on my way to the hospital for a quick checkup catch you later" I said giving him a warm hug,ken has always been that way,his so sweet and calm,I keep asking myself why I kept rejecting his proposal,he handsome,tall,ebony in color and I know he f**ks so good,i can't help but eves drop when his making out with his girlfriend cause she moans so good which only few men can make that happen.

Dan is not an exception also,no wonder girls keep coming just to have thier own share of the d**k,am not left out actually and I can't help but feel aroused on my way to the hospital,they memories keep rushing in,on the bed,the chair,the car,the shower, infact almost all the angles of the room,*f**k Rosie,not now" I murmured to myself,I didn't feel like driving today,I decided to go through cab,and in less then 20 minutes I was in front of the hospital.