I thought of white apricot flowers

Next, no need for the old blind man to count again, Li Guizhi himself said things out.

　　"I got married before, to be honest, young and beautiful, door-to-door matchmaking people step through the threshold." Li Guizhi said.

　　This is the truth, which can be seen in her current appearance, not to mention the past, just say that now she is still very good-looking.

　　The old blind man nodded and did not speak.

　　"Later, because of vanity, but also for the sake of greed, so many good young men, I did not see, but married him, he is fifteen years older than me, but his family is rich, owns factory, business is doing great, so I still followed him. He was married, his daughter-in-law died of a disease, leaving four children, three boys and a girl, he was busy, and to raise children, it was not easy, when we met on a blind date, he was bearded and haggard, the look is not like a big factory boss, at that time I was a little bit sad for him, so not long after talking, the wedding ceremony.

　　Li Guizhi said here, took a deep breath and continued, "After the door, I was responsible for bringing up the children at home. He is very strict with the children, his four children are also very well behaved, especially the eldest son, I went to 14 or 15 years old in junior high school, people especially know how to behave. In the beginning, the three youngest did not accept me very well, but he took the lead in calling me mom, so that I could blend into the family."

　　"Seriously, at first I was quite embarrassed, after all, that child is not much younger than me, my heart a little unacceptable, but get along for a long time, also get used to it, they are very protective of me, I also love them, sincerely treat them as their own children." Li Guizhi said here, a touch of pride surfaced on the face.

　　"Later I also had a child, coincidentally, gave birth to a dragon and phoenix fetus, so you, sir, really accurate, I really five male and two female life, many children. But there are many children, there are also suffering, especially after the death of his father, that time really put me to the sky. I alone have to take care of the oldest and the youngest, and I have to keep an eye on the business of the factory, seriously, I was so tired that I wanted to die.

　　Li Guizhi said here, can not help but a sigh.

　　The old man and I are silently sipping tea, patiently listening, did not interrupt.

　　"The good thing is that the big adult early, understand things, know how to take care of the family, he graduated from high school down, did not continue to read, I let him work in the factory as deputy director, he did a good job. The factory is divided into two pieces, the county is simply an office building, responsible for receiving customers or something, I generally sit in this side of the town, he was in the suburbs of the factory to keep an eye on, we mother and child together to drum up energy to try to make the family business bigger, looking back, that is the happiest time, every day is a sense of accomplishment, after coming home, looking at a group of children, I am also truly happy, feel that this life is worth it."

　　Li Guizhi said here, can not help but look a little lost.

　　"Later, the children are older, to go away to college to study in college, live in school to live in school, the family is left with me and his mother and son," she said here, stopped, a long pause before gathering the courage to continue: "We are in the county office building is rented, and in order to save costs, the location is relatively remote, that The place is not peaceful at night. The child is worried that I am not safe to walk alone at night, and drive to pick me up after work every day. We mother and child home together, cooking, eating ... he is very attentive, special care for me, take care of me, and then a long time, slowly we have a relationship ..."

　　Li Guizhi said here, can not go on, wiping tears. The "feelings" she said at this point is obviously not the same thing as affection.

　　The old man looked calm, as if what Li Guizhi said he did not hear the general, head down and just drink their own tea, while I was a little embarrassed, could not help but turn my head towards the window, the heart of an ups and downs, because her things make me think of Bai Heng Hua.

　　Bai Xing Hua should only be about ten years older than me, and she is only my distant cousin sister-in-law, the relationship is not as close as she and her son, so the fence between us is even weaker.

　　But is it really possible between us? I don't seem to be fully prepared for this, and Bai Xing Hua probably isn't even a little bit prepared for the idea.

　　"Not long, only two years, the child to the age of marriage, because our family conditions are better, the matchmaker stepped through the threshold." Li Guizhi said here, the heart and soul of a gloomy.

　　"During that time, the child has been very repulsive to this matter, he does not want to get married, so as soon as he saw the matchmaker to blast out, I hurried to stop, because I know that we are not a long-term solution, I can not delay him," Li Guizhi again wipe up tears, "I coaxed him, persuade him, so easy to let him I've been trying to get him to start a family."

　　"I personally went to see the girl, pick and choose, this thing can not be careful, because I first can not bring a troublemaker into, or else, once she yells all day, I guess I and the children have no face to live, so finally I chose an honest and meek, the family is poor, married when the father is still in the hospital, I gave their families the money to treat the disease I gave the family money to cure the disease, and also considered to block her mouth," Li Guizhi said here, sadly holding his forehead, some lost in thought, looking at the table in front of him.

　　"But I didn't expect things to become unacceptable to me, I thought I could accept it at first, and I could endure it all, but when it really happened, I realized how painful it was for me. You don't know, every night, whenever I see the two of them go into the room, and I am alone, I don't feel good in my heart." Li Guizhi shook his head, tears like rain, his voice has completely gone, "so I began to hate that woman, I tried every way to find fault with her, scolded her, reprimanded her, she did not dare to talk back, can only endure. She endured, but also let me see clearly the fact that this woman is very cowardly, she did not dare to offend me, she knows her identity and status, so I will, on, on more and more bold, I dragged the child to my room every night, verbally said to study the work of the factory, in fact, is, is ... "

　　"In short, every night less than twelve o'clock, I will not let him go back, sometimes directly let him stay, the woman did not dare to say anything, at that time her father was dying of illness, all counting on my family to pay for treatment, her younger siblings are in school, a large number of people eat, drink, shit, money, not a small amount, these are my out, so she did not dare to say anything. "Li Guizhi said here, look smug, but full of resentment, let people look at feel pathetic and pitiful.

　　"Such a life, your daughter-in-law should not live for long," the old man heard here, finally is a sigh of relief.

　　Hearing this, Li Guizhi a bit awake, do not feel is peeked at me and the old man, found that we are nothing unusual, then continued: "Yes, six months ago, she took sleeping pills to suicide."