I have a secret hidden in my heart—I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years. As I was young, I often followed him. As I grew up, I became his wife. But he didn’t give me his love, not even the slightest trace of mercy. I tempted him with divorce and the power of Shi family in exchange for a romance with him. After divorce, I saw it through that the only one touched by my deep love was myself. Even till my death, I didn’t know that he was not at all the warm and gentle man I had loved.

I Found Someone Iridescent

After sending this message, I felt a great sense of relief. I didn't want to think about all the mess, and didn't want to trap myself anymore with my past. I just wanted to have a short-term romance with someone.


It was ok even if he was loving me out of pity. 


As long as he spoiled me and make me feel what love was like, then that would be ok.


I put away my phone and wandered into the ancient town until evening came. The town was remote, and darkness covered it. There were few people on the street, and it was a little scary to walk alone.


I hastened to leave by taxi and got a call from Fu Xi on the road.


I had seldom contact Fu Xi before. He was the kind of man who could make girls happy. He could take care of my feelings all the time when I was with him. That was why I called him as soon as I arrived Tong city. He was a playboy who was generous with his love, and what I needed most is love.


Chapter 36 the passion in life