I have a secret hidden in my heart—I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years. As I was young, I often followed him. As I grew up, I became his wife. But he didn’t give me his love, not even the slightest trace of mercy. I tempted him with divorce and the power of Shi family in exchange for a romance with him. After divorce, I saw it through that the only one touched by my deep love was myself. Even till my death, I didn’t know that he was not at all the warm and gentle man I had loved.

I Found Someone Iridescent

Gu Tingchen forcefully took me to the hospital. The results of the examination showed that my cancer had indeed worsened and I need to have chemotherapy.


I refused to have chemotherapy. Gu Tingchen said to me seriously: "Shi Sheng, health is the most important. Your hair can grow back in the future." 


He thought that I was afraid of looking ugly without my hair.


Unable to snuggle, I leaned in his arms, and said in a soft voice: "my health is too bad. It's hopeless. I don't want to lie on the bed in the rest of my life."


He looked at me with tears in his eyes: "I can’t let you wait to die."


Gu Tingchen looked very sad, and I raised my hand to hold his palm tightly, saying tiredly: "actually, it’s tiring to live."


He clasped my arm and said, "Sheng er."


I was of course afraid of death, but I did not want to make him devastated. I knew clearly that he would turn to little five when he had no choice.


Chapter 84 Shi Cheng Went Back To Wu City