I have a secret hidden in my heart—I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years. As I was young, I often followed him. As I grew up, I became his wife. But he didn’t give me his love, not even the slightest trace of mercy. I tempted him with divorce and the power of Shi family in exchange for a romance with him. After divorce, I saw it through that the only one touched by my deep love was myself. Even till my death, I didn’t know that he was not at all the warm and gentle man I had loved.

I Found Someone Iridescent

Instead of giving me the answer, Xi Zhan looked at me with indifference and then looked out of the window at the faint moonlight.


That he had never loved me was hurtful.


I went back to the room and lay down at a loss thinking about what Ji Nuan and Xi Zhan had said. Ji Nuan had advised me to move forward, but Xi Zhan had asked me to live up to my love for Gu Tingchen.


I felt uneasy and helpless with Gu Tingchen and Xi Zhan in mind. During those several months after Gu Tingchen’s death, I had thought that I would never fall in love with anyone else again.


But at this time, Xi Zhan seemed to have taken up a part in my heart.


I can't tell exactly how I felt about Xi Zhan, but as an adult woman, I understood how easily I would be attracted by him.


Gu Tingchen had become a man of my past, but Xi Zhan was alive in my world and could always protect me from danger.


Chapter 115 Guided by Yuan You