Chapter 185 He refused to see me.

There must be someone in the villa, because the lights were on. Instead of to keep knocking, I took out my phone and texted Xi Zhan.

"Brother, the New Year is coming in two hours."

I didn't know if he was still using this number, but this was my last hope anyway. However, Xi Zhan didn't reply.

My hands have turned red from the freezing coldness. Breathing my warm breath on them, I kept walking around where I was to keep warm. The snow on the ground has penetrated my shoes and soaked my socks. Feeling cold, I knew I would have to leave as soon as possible.

Now that I am pregnant, I couldn’t afford to get any diseases.

Not able to hold on, I thought for a moment and sent a second message to Xi Zhan: "It's my 24th birthday today."

The same day a year ago, I was experiencing death, the greatest grief in the world.

This year, I was still experiencing such grief.

I lost my favorite man.

And it was I who had made him go far away from me!