I have a secret hidden in my heart—I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years. As I was young, I often followed him. As I grew up, I became his wife. But he didn’t give me his love, not even the slightest trace of mercy. I tempted him with divorce and the power of Shi family in exchange for a romance with him. After divorce, I saw it through that the only one touched by my deep love was myself. Even till my death, I didn’t know that he was not at all the warm and gentle man I had loved.

I Found Someone Iridescent

Having gone to Finland the night before, I would have to take such a long journey again later this day. Touching my abdomen, I said to Gu Lanzhi: "Now I know better than before what it feels like to love a person."


Gu Lanzhi slightly nodded. "Xi Zhan is more of a good man than Tingchen. He must be aware of how to love you."


When it came to Xi Zhan, I said with a sweet smile: "Xi Zhan is actually not at all an enthusiastic man. We might as well call him a cold iceberg. It's generally hard for a woman to stand having a relationship with him, because his aloofness may make her feel that he doesn’t love her. But I know that a man like him will regard his woman as something more important than his own life. Gu Lanzhi, in my previous years, there was no man who could put me in his heart and dote on me endlessly. So, I have actually hardly experienced what it feels like to have a romance, and once wanted to have a romance with someone during those years."


Chapter 189 Set off to see him