I have a secret hidden in my heart—I have loved Gu Tingchen for nine years. As I was young, I often followed him. As I grew up, I became his wife. But he didn’t give me his love, not even the slightest trace of mercy. I tempted him with divorce and the power of Shi family in exchange for a romance with him. After divorce, I saw it through that the only one touched by my deep love was myself. Even till my death, I didn’t know that he was not at all the warm and gentle man I had loved.

I Found Someone Iridescent

Xi Zhan was my fiancee and future husband. Moreover, he was the father of our babies. I didn’t want them to be estranged from each other.


I hope that they could get intimate with each other, and that Xi Zhan could give a part of his tenderness for me to the babies instead of treating them with a cold demeanor.


Otherwise, the babies could hate him for being cold after growing up. 


Xi Zhan let go of me and sat down next to me. Holding my hand and playing with my fingers, he explained calmly: "I do like them, because you risked your life to give birth to them. I’m grateful to you for bringing them to me and for what you have done for me! However, Yun er, each parent has his way of educating his children. I do treat the babies coldly, but that is because I don’t want them to rely on me. I wish that both of them can become the most excellent people in the world."


Chapter 303 Give myself to you