"What the hell is going on?"
My heart went crazy seeing them together, my chest hurt too much but I try to hold back my tears because of the hurt it's causing me, I didn't want to lower myself and make a scene so I pretended I didn't see them, for a moment I swore he had turned to look at me but I think it was just my imagination.
I try to concentrate but after he came out... he didn't come back in, he had left with her, "God, why is this happening to me!" It's like my blood pressure went down, that's how I felt.
—Mey, it's good to see you.
—Clark..." I mumble with difficulty, "Do you need anything?
—Yes look... —he looks at me curiously —Are you ok?
—I'm really not. I feel like I've lost myself... I don't know.