That made her feel even more far separated from them and she felt even more out of place.
If it was not for having Max in her life then she may have even felt much worse feelings and had worse thoughts related to the same subject.
She was an ordinary human just like them in the past but her present self was a shell of that former self and she had changed drastically.
After becoming a part of the supernatural world, the human world seemed like it was a little more distant to her.
It was almost like she had lost a lot of her original connection to the ordinary human part of the world.
Once she had become a part of the supernatural world, there were very few ties holding her closer to things in the human world.
It was not like she could talk to others about the supernatural world or anything else related to herself so she did not have anything special to help her keep those ties.