I haven't tired, the care I had is only depleted
a year is many days with the sun going
in directions I can't follow
its lead me to places
my heart couldn't truly forgive,
there's a sad story to be told.
I've lived many years, forgotten by many
not to say I'm old
to say my mind doesn't sleep
see when I awake, to find the sun shining
I'm mislead to be grateful
as though another chance will be fulfillment
but it's as such, I've grown weary
and a fighter might say I'm not dead,
who's to say the wounds have healed?
The scars aren't mine to admire,
mine to fill an empty space
Melancholy,
it all lies in hope.
Don't look at me, don't dare look.
In the end,
It was love that went astray.