Psychology (part 2)

Aunt Linda finished her explanation, and I nodded at her in silence again.

 

All right… In that case, I can only hope that Mom chose to return. In one or two weeks, then we shall know what decision she makes for herself.

 

But then… would that truly be something that she wants?

 

Then, what do I want? Do I want to see her again… so much more than how much I wanted her to live a better life?

 

If she chose reincarnation… then shouldn't that be a good thing for her? Because coming back to live this life again even as a ghost could still be hurtful for her.

 

I… don't truly know.

 

I don't know if what I want is the best for her… or for me.

 

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The next day, I decided to come to school with Nico.