Chapter 1522: Differential Treatment (2)
He had understood this a long time ago.
Once he became aware of this, even if he had been deceiving himself, he had gradually accepted it inside. Otherwise, he would not have had the thought of leaving with her.
The harsh reality he had been aware of for some time, although it was painful and sorrowful, was easier to bear than just losing his loved one.
Over the years, if it weren't for his persistent self-deception, if it weren't for his constant evasion, he should have already moved on from his grief.
He loved her, but the fact that she's gone is undeniable. He can reminisce and mourn her in memory. But he shouldn't persistently drown in sorrows, stuck in pain.
He should be living like a normal person, after all, if he continued to live as he had been, what was the difference between living and being dead?