Chapter 30

JENNY's POV

I was in the bathroom, taking a shower. I still cry even now. When Andrew and I got home, the first thing I did was go straight to the bathroom. I knew Andrew was concerned about me, and I knew he knew what had happened to me. Even if he didn't say it, I could tell he was frustrated. But the way I feel right now is excruciating.

I thought I could because I only feel attraction to Stranger, but when I overheard their conversation, I realized I was feeling love as well.

I burst into tears thinking about Stranger and Coleen's engagement. I shouldn't be disappointed, so why am I? Why don't you want to be free of the discomfort?

I just sit on the tiles in the bathroom and immerse myself in the water.

"Why is it so agonizing? I don't want this feeling. This is not something I want!"

I was groaning aloud. I'm hoping my son or Andrew don't hear anything from outside. I don't want them to come here and see my condition all of a sudden.