I sigh – my stomach is growing bigger and bigger by the days and Lux isn’t waking up. I am pretty worried about baby Lavender as I do take strong medicine for my schizophrenia diagnosis.
I got diagnosed after comprehensive talks with the doctor – they did tell me that my child and I would be more at risk if I didn’t make the effort to take my antipsychotics.
Sometimes I’d still get attacks despite me taking the medicine religiously – and those times can be the worst. I’d get back on that world and instead of a kind and warm family with Asher – it switched back to him laughing at me.
His sinister smiles still haunt me, I never want to see his face again.
In those days, Jaughnn stayed with me – he’d choose me over his work and stay with me for the whole day.
Those days may be difficult for me – however, Jaughnn has made them warmer…