~LESLIE~
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I shove a pin on my bun and run my hand through my hair. I’m looking awkwardly different. I look down at the little baby bump that’s a little too obvious because I’m wearing a tank top. I’ve been thinking about abandoning college and focosing on child birth and bad luck. I lost my hotel job because I sometimes doze at work. All thanks to being pregnant.
Sometimes i go late because I get lazy or tired to finish up house chores since Ariel isn’t around. She’s living her best life traveling around the country with Gray Carter. Most times I can’t help it. I’ve always wanted that life. Drive a luxurious sport’s cars and travel around the world not getting stuck with a baby without a father. This is frustrating and embarrassing. I thought about moving out to some small town where no one knows me. I can’t stand the shame around college because of the way i am.
I hate my life.