Jasper Mitchell POV
She doesn't want to come back with me. After such a bitter time I finally found her but she doesn't want to come back with me. How can I convince her that nothing she has seen is true if she does not agree to talk with me?
I will never be able to forgive myself for the way I hurt her feelings. She was my soul, my lover and my support. She trusted me and I chose the simplest path when I ran into trouble. I chose to hurt her for fear of Alicia Stevens' threats.
I hate that woman, but I hate myself even more. What was in my head! Dear goddess!
FLASHBACK (Right after the moment Ava finds out about her mate infidelity)
“Fuck! Fuck, fuck! ” I immediately get out of bed and get dressed. "I have to catch up with her, I have to find her!"
I pull on my pants and on the way I try to close their zipper and run barefoot to the door but immediately Alicia stops me by holding my hand.