Chapter 8 I love you Mom

Roxy went home after she shifted, though she never said anything to Carter, she was still thankful that he was there when she shift. She never thought that it was that painful. It was a lo t unbearable when she was being tortured on one of her mission when she was needed to be captured.

She went straight to their basement and started her training. Amelie will come home soon and she was excited to tell her that she already had a wolf.

"Sasha, did you know how beautiful you are?"

"Of course! and I am the most powerful wolf too."

Roxy laughed at what Sasha had said. She liked the feeling of having someone and was getting used to it. She admits that she was hesitant with the mate thing, but knowing that there is someone who was intended to love her gives her security.

Wax was an orphan and grew up in a world of survival of the fittest. She never thought she would be able to make it and that she would find a suitable place for her.

Killing was natural for her because she was an assassin. She remembers the first time she killed someone, wherein she could not sleep for 2 weeks straight. Capt. Reese was worried that I would not be able to make it and that it would affect my mind. But she holds on and fights for her life.

Now being a she-wolf could have been difficult for her if not for Roxy's memories. She was thankful that Roxy's body losing its soul had not affected her memory at all.

Wax remembered everything about Roxy, how hurt or happy she was. How lonely and hard her situation was. Roxy never complained in life as to why she was being bullied and no one cares for her except her mom.

The school that was supposed to protect her as well as the pack that she belongs to has taken away the security that was supposed to be felt by every student and member of the pack.

Wax believed that maybe, Sasha was right. No matter what, Roxy won't be able to carry the burden of having a wolf. Of having Carter, the future Alpha King as her mate.

No doubt that Carter would accept her, but Roxy would continue to blame herself for being weak. Wax had a hard time explaining to Amelie why she was good in combat, as Roxy was the kindest person even Wax ever met.

Amelie loves Roxy so much, that's for sure. She made sure to attend to all of Roxy's needs, but Roxy was very secretive. she didn't tell Amelie that happened to her that saddens Amelie and blames herself.

'I'm sure she will be very delighted and will stop worrying about us.' Sasha told Roxy.

"I hope so, Sasha. I wanted mom to be worry free when it comes to us. When we spar, I can feel her strength. But I was still worried whenever she did her patrol. "Can I just replace her?"

"We can try requesting it from the alpha." Sasha answered.

"Let's do that." Roxy agreed.

Roxy started her warm up while waiting for Amelie and after a few more minutes, Amelie's head peeked on the door. Roxy smiled and welcomed her.

"Hi, mom. How's the patrol?"

"Fine, there was nothing much. Everything was in place and peaceful." Amelie answered as she went to the mat.

"Can you tell me what has happened to your day?" Roxy requested. Amelie looked at her and wondered whether she would tell her or not. Roxy never asked her about patrol ever since.

"Well, as I said everything was fine. All warriors on duty don't encounter any threat. But you know beta, he always reminds us not to let our guard down and that's what we do all the time. Especially me, I don't want you to be in any harm."

"My mom is the best." Roxy replied happily and Amelie hugged her. She was surprised that Roxy was able to give such a statement.

"You should know that I already noticed that there was something in you, right?" Amelie asked Roxy.

"What is it?"

"Come on honey," Amelie replied and Roxy laughed.

"Yes mom, I already have Sasha."

"Oh, honey I'm so happy for you. What does she look like?"

"Of course she's a beauty.." Answered Roxy as she rolled her eyes. Amelie laughed and said,

"Can I see her?"

"Of course mom"

"OK, you can undress now."

Roxy laughed and unlike her shift earlier, the pain was now a bit bearable and a lot faster. After a minute, Sasha was in front of Amelie who looked shocked with Sasha's appearance.

"You're a white wolf and you even have the mark of our Moon Goddess Selene."

'Of course, I am Moon Goddess Selene's direct descendant.' Sasha answered.

"How did that happen?" Amelie asked her again, confused.

Roxy shifted in her human form and Amelie was speechless when she saw Roxy in her dress. "How did this happen?"

"Mom, don't you know who my dad was?" Roxy asked. Ever since she was born she never saw her dad. When she asked Amelie about him, she just cut me off and she would start crying.

"As much as possible, I don't want to remember your father." Amelie said sadly.

"I was in the forest when I was 17 years old. Amy, my wolf, asked me if she could have a run. I granted her request and after 30 minutes of running I suddenly smelled the scent of sandalwood with morning dew. I was following the scent and I didn't notice, I was already out of the pack border. It really smells so good. It made me feel protected. Until it suddenly disappear and a wolf pounce on me." Amelie told Roxy and paused for a moment.

"I lost consciousness and when I got back to my senses, I was already in my human form, naked. Of course it was natural after shifting, but all my body parts ache. In spite of that, I still manage to get home. But after a few weeks, I suddenly notice changes in my body. I felt weak and my tummy started to grow bigger. I went to the pack hospital for a check up and I was checked with the result." Amelie sighed and heaved a deep breath.

"Yes, I was raped." Amelie confessed with hurt written all over her face.

Roxy hugged and tried to soothe her. She was sad with how Roxy was conceived.

'I think it was her mate,' Sasha told Roxy.

'I mean she smelled him from afar, and he must be very powerful or maybe he was in a situation he cannot control so instead of claiming mom, he just mated her.'

Roxy told Amelie what Sasha told her and Amelie stopped crying.

"I have the same thought, but if he was really my mate, why didn't he claim me?'

"It was something only my father could answer."

"Are you not mad at me? How were you born?"

"How can I blame you for something out of your control? You have been a good mother to me, there's nothing I could have asked for." Amelie cried on Roxy's shoulder.

"I love you mom."