If I surrender now, is it too late?

Reflecting on his confrontations with Alexander, Kevin had a moment of dazed realization. 

Was he really an undercover agent arranged by Alexander? Despite having his memories sealed, he remained loyal to his master and subconsciously did everything in his power to help him. 

"I've been too damn dedicated!" At this moment, Kevin felt like shutting down, wishing he could open his brain to see if, instead of grey matter, there was just a lump of dung inside, perhaps even shaped into the words 'Loyal to Alexander.'

"Get it now?" Alexander patted Kevin's shoulder warmly, saying, "We're all brothers here, no need for killing. Come work with me!"

Kevin's eyes suddenly opened wide, sparkling with insight. Just then, one of his brothers, Wangba, spoke up first, "Don't even think about it! Our big brother is a mighty figure. He would rather die than submit to a scoundrel like you!"