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Camille touched her arm."Yeah I read that too" she said. "And you don't have to talk about it if you don't want to" 

Nina shook her head. "Actually I do. I'm ready to talk about it. I think that I have kept it in too long. It was my big secret and one of the reasons why this hurt so much was because I have been trying really hard to keep it hidden... Because I was ashamed of myself, I was trying so hard to prove something to my dad and I didn't want Julian to know about it because I was scared that he would see me differently... Like a horrible person"

She shook her head, like she was trying to shake away the bad memories, picked up her glass and finished the contents with a gulp and asked for her glass to be refilled. After it was refilled she continued.