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Marlowe gives a little chuckle and smiles.

"Thanks. Honestly, everything's just kind of a blur right now—I don't feel like I know what I'm doing. I'm just surviving, I guess."

"That's okay, though," you say with a shrug. "That's still good. You have to do whatever you need to make sure you're okay."

"Yeah. That's true," Marlowe murmurs. "I guess I'm just so used to rushing around everywhere, trying to get so much stuff done. Now it's like everything is just about this."

They sigh and fall silent for a few moments.

"I don't know. I guess I just want to be more in control of my life," they say eventually. "It's only in the past few years that I've really been able to do that at all, and it's been amazing. Now, with all of this, I kind of feel like I should be able to push it to the side or something—like I shouldn't let it affect me at all. But that's not really how it works. So yeah, I can still be in control and not feel totally perfect at the same time."

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