Nitorian

A happy family, a loving girlfriend, good friends, and reliable coworkers. I had all of those. Until I fell into a coma.

They registered me as brain dead. I wasn't. I heard everything. I heard my girlfriend and parents unable to wait for me to die. Waiting for them to cash out the insurance.

I heard people coming in, none of them wanting to be at my side. Only out of obligation or to get pity.

Only one person came before they pulled the pug on my life. The friend that supported me all my life. Creeped me out at times but always just so reliable.

"I know they killed you. I'm going to kill them all. Everyone that's hurt you. I don't know who killed you so I'll kill them all. I should have locked you up when I had the chance. Why didn't I? I'll follow you after you die. Once everyone else is dead I'll follow you and I'll be a girl next time. I lock you up. You'll never leave me."

Although those words creeped me out I realized that meant he was the only one who cared. I vowed in the next life, who cares if he's a little creepy. He actually cares about me. 

Then I died, and woke up. 7 years in the past. This time I'll avoid the pain. Hey yandere best friend. I don't need anyone else.

*Trigger Warning*
Violence, Straight up Torture, Stalking

Choosing my Yandere Best Friend

It took two seconds before Ash started kissing back. He put one hand onto my waist and the other behind my head. My hands on his naked chest.

We just kissed. Holding each other.

Then suddenly someone came to his door and I jumped off him. Everything came crashing down at once. I kissed him. I way more than just kissed him. We just made out on his bed. He was super into it too. I was super into it.

What was the point in even making all those plans if I was just gonna do that. Actually it's really not like me to do something so impulsive.

His mom's voice leaked through the door. "Breakfast will be ready soon. We got to go check out the company apartments."

I was so red I covered my face. Ash recovered faster than me. "We'll be down in a bit."

She walked away. Me and Ash both sat on the bed. Not looking at each other.

I cleared my throat. "So um…I like you."

He cleared his throat too. Rubbing his now red neck. "I like you too. That was amazing."

We both awkwardly got up. I really planned for this to go a lot better. But now things feel rushed. Unclear. Even a bit embarrassing.

Right now all I wanna do is to keep on kissing him. Though I'm not brave enough for that.

That was just an impulsive moment. Driven by my unclear thoughts while waking up. If he didn't hold me like the most precious thing even in his sleep. I could have planned this better.

Even changing in front of him right now is different. It's…exciting.

I went to leave the room but he pulled me back into his arms. My back to his chest. He whispered into my ear. "We're gonna finish this later. You're not gonna get to walk away so easily."

I shivered. Seeing a side to Ash he always hid from me. He kissed my neck then let me go.

I blushed hard leaving his room with him. Is this shyness? I'm even sweating a little bit. I'm feeling things I'm definitely not used to feeling.

I tried to calm down when we walked downstairs. His Dad was reading the newspaper. His Mom was just bringing out some chocolate chip pancakes and setting out some juice.

Seeing us she smiled. Paused. Looked me over. Looked her son over.

Before we even made it all the way down the stairs she already had it all figured out. Giving us both a very different smile.

I felt embarrassment from deep in my core. I was just telling her yesterday that I wanted to plan a very innocent way of asking her son out. Now I walk out of her son's room like this.

I didn't even have sex with him yet but I'm sure it's more or less what this looks like to her. Maybe I should pull Ash back upstairs so he can do it just so I don't have to feel the need to explain that we didn't have sex. So she should let me continue to sleep mostly innocently in bed with him.

Actually he and will have our own places after this. Wait.

I grabbed Ash's hand and suddenly pulled him upstairs. Back into his room.

Ash was surprised but absolutely did not object.

I pulled him back into his room and shut the door.

I held his hand and looked him in the eyes. "I know your Dad is probably helping me out a lot with the job and company housing thing. But I wanna move in with you. If that's okay."

Ash just smiled bigger. He leaned in close. Pressing me against the door. "You can do whatever you want with me."

He wasn't this forward before. One kiss and it's like I unleashed a beast. I can't even complain because I definitely asked for this.

He leaned in even closer to whisper in my ear. "I don't care if my parents hear or see anything. Just do whatever you want."

Ahhh! He is not allowed! That isn't fair!

24) I like you