A mysterious man's mystery

It hurt like hell to think. My eyes would not open, no matter how hard I tried. Body pain is hitting me. My arms would not move, despite my best efforts. The tears were uncontrollably rolling down my face. I was thinking about what I could do to deserve this. And now it seems like I am going to be tethered to this bed for eternity.

At first, I was pitying myself, but a minute later, I started to curse myself. I opened my eyes and looked around. I am responsible for my condition. I did this to myself. If I follow the rule like everybody else, then I did not end up here. My action took the course.

I gave my head a nod of frustration. I am sad and helpless. I was gazing at the ceiling. I was alone in the room. There were multiple beds here, but they were vacant. I do not know where I am right now. I had never seen this room before, where they kept me. I shakenly sighed.