I really really needed to talk to somebody. Anyone, else, I would actually run mad.
I soon found my self on the way to see a therapist and a friend of mine.
I entered inside the building and the first thing that caught my attention was the song, Xanny by Billie Eilish which was playing in the background.
I really did not like Billie Eilish, I just disliked everything about her and I also had this special hatred for Xanny.
It was one of my worst songs and never in my sixteen years on this miserable earth had I thought I would find peace in listening to Billie's whisper branded Xanny but surprisingly, I felt this kind of calm while listening to the song playing in the background.
I was carried away listening to the song for a split second before I recovered and headed for Anita's office.
I briefly knocked and entered after I was permitted. Anita was sitting across a guy who I assumed was having a therapy session with her.
"Alya? How are you doing?"