Crazy

~Ifeanyi

I tried my best to get away from the class as images of Aldrin kissing Alya kept flashing in my head.

I couldn't exactly process anything else. I mean, that actually did hurt seeing the two of them together.

She pulled away when I kissed her and yet she let Aldrin kiss her in front of everyone. How did I ever even think I had a chance?

This was the very reason I had stayed away the first time. If only these fucking feelings wouldn't keep coming back!

As I got further away from the class and nearer to the empty building next to our block, I heard a song which became clearer as I got closer.

...you picked that knife up and you stabbing me

Wish it was a paper cut but it's a gash I bleed out

In a way you keep harassing me...

I moved closer as the emo rapper's voice grew louder.

...you know damn well you bring hell, I should call a reverend

Devil horns on an angel, still haven't learned my lesson

I really hadn't learned my lesson.

...Toxic, toxic, toxic