CHAPTER 13 - Is it love?

As Days pass by, I tried to ignore him and not to think that I liked him; I cried whenever I get flashbacks but I tried to stop it

Graduation Day is coming and I'm going to graduate Senior High, I don't know what course I will get; My Friends can't believe it that we are already graduating

I am a top 1 student in my class so I get to have a speech, I am nervous cause who wouldn't be

I get home and my mom greeted me that I am doing a good job in my class, She was so proud of me

(The last Day), We don't have class and we're literally just spending time with all of my classmates because it's the last day, We finally don't have homework and it feels the best

(The Night before graduation), My mom saw me at the living room by myself at 12:00 am cause I was getting ready for my speech

"You ok sweetie?", My mom said

"Well, not really...", I replied

"What's wrong? Is something bothering you again?, She replied

"I...umm...kinda nervous about my speech", I said

"Well, sweetie I'll sure you can do it. You even pass your finals, how about this.", She said

"I don't know what to write in my speech", I replied

"Let me give you a tip, just breathe and calm down while writing something that...you want to express to your schoolmates or an advice on their future", She said

"Ohh...ok I'll try", I said

I unlocked my thoughts and everything is spilling but then I remembered him while I was doing my speech, It doesn't feels like "I like him"..."I loved him"

I keep saying "I wouldn't confess to him" when it turns to be "I'll confess him a Revelation that he never know"; I was ready to confess him...

(Graduation Day), Everyone is so happy to get their diplomas and crying because they would never see each other again; I had my speech and I tried to let go of my negative thoughts, Well it was a success and so happy I wasn't trembling

We are the batch 2018-2019 and we had the last dinner together and we were celebrating of all the hard work that we've done; Gladly we did it

I looked for him and I said that "Can I talk to you later?"

Thankfully he said "Uhh..alright"

Everyone is leaving and just me and him

"Well?", Noah said

"Since I met you, you were really a good friend but..Uh- oh gosh I don't know what to say..uhm...I...liked you", I said

He was looking at me

"I kept my feelings from you and tried to be friends with you and I'm really thankful to you"

"You are a handsome guy and was obsessed with you and I am sure that girls will have a crush on you" I said

"I know that you will reject me cause I am a guy...but can I ask you my only favor as a friend to you?" I replied

"Can I hug you?", I said

He agrees and hugged him, my tears were falling and He was really warm then I said a goodbye to him

I quickly run because it was kinda awkward, I can't control my tears cause I wouldn't see him again...maybe

I got in the bus, I tried to hide my eyes because it was so red and it feels like the end of my suffering because I confessed to him; It feels like a heavy backpack on your back just dropped...

(After 4 years), I was at the church lighting a candle to pray for my upcoming exam for my course but then Noah was beside me

I was praying so loud and Noah was just staring at me endlessly....

THE END