He wants to show his love openly but has to keep it a secret. He understands the reasons behind their hidden relationship, but deep inside he was struggling.
Online posts linking her to someone else make him feel even worse.
Whenever he read the name 'Zheng Qingsheng' in all those posts and comments just right next to her name, it triggers his worries. It's like a sign that he's not the only important person in her life. Each time that name comes up, he feels like he's not good enough, and it makes him feel jealous and upset.
He wishes people saw him with her as they do with the other person. It's like he's not only jealous of them but also of how people see them together.
Luo Zhelan who had only contemplated about these things now that Jiang Yue had brought up the topic, has his head lowered with his brows furrowed.
Jiang Yue who had been reading his expression as he answered her didn't know what to feel.