Confidence 10%
Tiffany: it was tomorrow already or should i say the next day , anyways it was time to go and i was looking for what to wear ransacking my wardrobe i mean i have clothes but i still can't pick I'm very indecisive and it's becoming a problem.
Terra: wear the pink dress it will fit you perfectly
Tiffany: she was talking about a long flowing gown that i have worn before and it made my legs disappear, it was even harder to walk in it i have raise the dress up if I'm walking or else i will fall. ( why do you think i like pink and its my my best colour huh)
Terra: then try the other gown the the black one
Tiffany: (no it's too pretty she would think I'm trying to still her spot light again or maybe I'm trying to make her my shadow)
Terra: do you really want to go.... And don't lie to me
Tiffany: (no i don't want to go i don't feel like going but i really want to do something for her and prove to her that I'm not in the way of anything )
Terra: tell me something, why do you want to be friends with her
Tiffany:(because i like her and she used to be the one to challenge me in every subject we will always come out a tie and keep up making our studies a competition but all of a sudden she stopped caring, stopped focusing and changed and then she started hating me for no reason so i have been friends with for long and because she's my only friend )
Terra: ah so....
Leroy: who are you talking to.... I've been standing here i even knocked you didn't hear me and i can't see anyone so
Tiffany: what he had been here (oh its no one I'm just thinking what i will wear could you choose for me (.O ▽ O .))
Leroy: let me see
Tiffany: now he was checking for what i will wear
Leroy: how about this one
Tiffany: he was holding out a white jumpsuit with gold design on the pocket (yes thank you)
Terra: ugh but i have found two dress you had problems with them but he just brought one stupid dress, One dress!!! And you already say yes😤
Tiffany: I'm sorry but he doesn't know i don't want to go
Terra'?: humph
Leroy: so when you're ready tell me OK
Tiffany: i only smiled and nodded.
I wore the jumpsuit then packed my hair in one and left some of my hair to pour on one side of my face then i wore a white canvas that was totally white (i hate white.... Its too white )
Terra: your hair is white
Tiffany: i know..... After dressing up i sprayed perfumes on my skin mixing like four deferent products with different smell.
Then i went outside they were waiting for me there, i started thinking of how crowded parties are and how I had never been to one before, i became seriously nervous
What am i gonna say???,
what would i do there???,
what kind of people are there???,
would they think I'm weird???,
will i blend in or will i be withdrawn???,
Will they think I'm boring???,
These questions kept feeling .y head and the more i thought about it the nervous and scared i became, this time i was right in front of the car door but the handle seemed very very far. I began to sweat and my breath was now loud like i couldn't breathe. I am freaking out right now
Terra: it's your first time at a party yish!!!, you know i blame Angel for this she didn't let you see the world more. Now don't think about what they might say or do, think about the person you are going there for think about me the hole time i will distract you......
Tiffany: i took deep breaths and i prepared myself for the outcome, i got in the car
Simon: what happened to you
Tiffany: (i was mentally preparing myself)
Leroy: your first time??
Tiffany: i nodded.
Simon: don't worry I'll be there with you 😊
Tiffany: with that Leroy started driving and soon we were there , Cindy was waiting for me and when i got down from the jeep she hugged me, wow she's changed so much (ノへ￣,) she was dressed in a very beautiful long flowing gown the bottom of her dress was full of flowers
Cindy: you made it i was beginning to worry
Tiffany: then she held my hand i followed there were people alright and as i entered they all stared at me, my confidence was between 84% and i don't know why i did that but i immediately regretted it.
What is this hideous white headed creature ò_ó
Oh why would she stoop so low as to touch that filthy thing on her hand
What!!! her hair, no, no, no, she's bad luck I'm sure .
Tiffany: as we walked through the crowd of very fancy people, my heart broke into pieces my confidence 10% down the drain
Terra: why on earth would you read their minds
Tiffany: (╯﹏╰) my greatest fear has happened so fast, you know i actually love how i was being alone no friends no one hating me like this they don't even know me and now/(ㄒoㄒ)
Cindy: why are you crying
Tiffany: ( they don't like me)
Cindy: oh those fancy pants they only gossip, if you put your ear down listening to what people think about you.... Then I'm afraid you'll never make it alive, you might get depressed at an early stage. so don't let them make you cry they are not worth even the tiniest drop of your tears okay, haters will always be haters thats why they never progress do the look for other people that are waaaay better than them to rain curses on 100% they will never change
Tiffany: o(︶︿︶)o she's right haters will always be haters (thank you)