Author note
Character Map
"X"=Loid Orcus(Protagonist)
"(X)"=Loid Orcus (Strong inner thought)
_X_=Deus Ex Makina(Soul Artifact)
[X]=Written on something (Grey Board)
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"(.....)"
As the earth prison me on it's depts, pain different than the others resume on me
This pain is neither the pain of being burn or being crush or being pull to all sides
This pain is pain that only felt with it is done by....
Doing nothing
The earth done nothing except of preventing to move and no pain are inflicted
But pain other than pain from suffering in physical means are torturing me
Unable to move prove more painful than I thought
Having all this time, it make me able to think but because of this reason that I'm suffering right now
The passage of time continue but it is unknown to me as I try think other things that could possibly help but after time it prove futile and the feeling of helplessness torment me and pains me as while I'm here the others might facing problems and I'm here, unable to help them
That torments me the most thus pain me than others before
Helpless, I continue to think causing me to think more and resulting futile and inflict pain to myself
This situation continue as long there no changes
And this thinking only result to futility, helpless, I entrust myself to other
The one the all humanity entrust itself through all history
"O God, I seek salvation and your help"
I pray to the one who stand to all
Unknown time pass, Nonetheless, I stop thinking about the worldly things and continue to pray with my utmost all
And stop
As above me, me who covered in earth and darkness, see light above
Seeing it, I try to move but sensation I never sense before intrude my brain, nonetheless I continue to climb into the light
Climbing take my time and effort, and finally, reaching the end of the light, I reach the surface and when I'm about to jump for joy
There I notice, I have no legs
Not only legs, but also arm, fingers, toe , knees, elbow and all visible body parts that should be able to see by my sight
There only one that I could see
That is the dizzyfull appearance of matter that you could not understand if it is solid, liquid or gas and color of the toxic spill that more dizzy full and incomprehensible to look at
Although bewildered, my mind continue to think and arrive at the conclusion that this is
" The Customize Vessel, My Master piece"
Joy flow through my body, or to be exact my new body
Thinking about the specs I put on it, I try to test one
But before I could do it, The light become bright and colored and spectrum that I covered my eyes to where it supposed to but it futile as the new body has no eyes but every cell are all my organs no matter what it is and that's mean even the supposed arm are also my eyes
Proud to say that I like this idea but this idea end up causing me to blind by the spectrum lights
But another spec of this body is able to adapt in situation and like it is, it able to adapt in light in seconds and there
I see two spectrum colored sun that shine it light across the surface and me
This sight make my suppose jaw drop but even that is not be able to be done as the one of the sun turn brighter and it's the flare that the spectrum sun emit take form of that of a string and slowly come to me and pierce my new body
And hell broke out
"%9$-|+•9%#!`¶•×$+`¶38•+@92+•×*`|•+#|+-√9#+••+$×|+√¶#(`+39•!"9`(•8%(@-|%#9|+•9|+|•+$`(•-$`;28•+#&`6•(√-*@!•8|"
PainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPainPain
My thoughts are filled with them and continue to do so as I scream indescribable sound and howl that could not be heard that before even history known to humanity
"-%×$(|-$×"+#-|×%+$+`ו+$¶#-•$+#÷|%+%×`+•$+$÷•&-+#(`"8#;%|#÷#+•-$)%8$|×%$`ו+ו9#`+3$8#2¶•7%+`48$(ו•√÷$-(#0|"
Pleading, could not be done as my thoughts are filled to not even to think nor even plead
But nonetheless in the bottom of my all being, I wish to stop the pain I bear to suffer right now
As if the wish is been granted, the pain stop
"Ha..ha..ha..ha"
Even my suppose non-existence mouth in this body begun to catch up breath like a rapid dog and when I'm about to think this is a relieve as I think this is over
The another sun got brighter
My thoughts stop as I foresaw another terror
And hell run loose again
"+%×$-|ו+%-#¶|%×*!|×%$++%+%¶#|×%!$(|%-×%+|+•+%-$×|+%++#+|+%+$-|×%+$(|+%×$++•(%;$×$!%×$!|×%!#+|+%×$|×$+$×|%×|+$¶$"
Then I lose my consciousness
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(Narration POV)
The last spectrum sun enter the body of the indescrible and incompressible vessel
There, in the land of unknown, two figures appeared
One is the figure of a man, while the other one is a figure of a woman
To called it human is to far fetch as they are made of unknown know to man and every step destroy all matter
Earth begun to crumble, The air stop moving, the water stop it's sway and the fire stop it's flare and all disappear
Space Crack and break, Time unravel it self and crumble
Light go brighter and brighter and darkness go darker and darker and all at once become none existence like it never there before
And their are only the truly and reality, Void
Nonetheless the two figures step forward and came near to what only left in this void
There, is indescrible and incompressible vessel, and there the two stare at it
Although it has no indication that sign that it really is but the two figures show sorrow, regret and helplesness despite a being who can do all that
There the two figures hold hand and raise the other and pat the indescrible and incompressible vessel, and there indescrible things gone loose that even I the narrator could not explained
But in the end the indescrible and incompressible vessel disappear
If it is destroy or dissapear, no one knows but one thing for sure
There the two figures spoken it's words
"Sorry #### God may ##### you in #### journey ### live ###/move of #### own will ### belief, ### dear ######"
There the two figures vanish like a dust blown by the wind as they turn back and go forward while holding each hands
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(AOT)
Still Raw, But enjoy the happiest of your life(joke) will there it is my fastest update to far and I hope it will but I know it is impossible but for now thank you for reading and Good (choose: Day, Noon, Afternoon, Evening, and Night) if good night, go sleep already