CD 01 : elyana

As Elyana matured, her life's puzzlements seemed to multiply. Her perceptions of reality were often at odds with the actual state of affairs, leading to a jarring dissonance in her mind. Relationships, once simple and straightforward, were now a maze of complexity and confusion. Elyana had an unsettling feeling that people around her were merely tolerating her presence, not accepting her for who she truly was. She felt like an alien in her own world, a misfit in her surroundings.

Elyana's emotional turmoil was a tempest that knew no bounds. She was incapable of reining in her feelings, which erupted as fits of anger and bouts of tearful despair. Her emotional outbursts were spontaneous and uncontrollable, often casting her as the villain in scenarios where she felt wronged. Her resentment for those around her was growing, reaching its peak in her relationship with one particular person: her mother.

Elyana saw her mother not as a comforting presence but as a living nightmare, a source of constant fear and apprehension. Any discussion with her mother invariably shifted focus to Elyana's shortcomings, her failures becoming the cornerstone of their conversations. Her mother's remorse over raising her was explicit and oppressive, weighing heavily on Elyana's young shoulders.

Her mother's erratic, almost psychotic behavior was a significant catalyst in Elyana's own mental unrest. The woman who was supposed to be her sanctuary had become the source of her madness. Elyana found herself caught in a tormenting cycle of love and loathing for her mother. One moment, she would express her affection, and the next she would wish for her mother's demise, hoping it would liberate her tortured soul.

elyana may have been in a never-ending cycle of struggle with the truth of this world, though she always gave it chances to see what it was hiding. But every time she finds an answer that teaches her a lesson that will never be forgotten and makes an example out of elyana's hope. finding herself again stuck in that circle, unable to spread wings to fly away. This led elyana to ignore the hardships and what life imposes on her, she only accepts it and overcomes it to just live. Empty and marginalized, not having the ability to turn things around for the better, so she always flees to a world that distances her from her bitter reality.

It was a pale blue hut by the lake . While sirine was preparing food while chatting with her husband.

- I can't believe she's going to visit now, after all this time just to remembers us now!!

Her husband, Jayma, answered her in a soft voice as he adjusted his tie: My dear, our daughter was feeling what you are feeling now, she has lost her son for years and today we will gather together at the same table. Don't you think that this is something worth forgetting about the past and moving on with our lives? There is not much time left for this old man." He laughed a little and Sirine frowned in his face and replied, "Do not say that, you are still in the prime of your youth!"

-Do you want me to bring anything when I get back? I will try to finish the work earlier today.

-It's okay, we'll wait for you for dinner.

It was a very quiet village, located on the outskirts of a city that was a no-man's-land in the last war. Sirine puts the lamp on the table in the room she is preparing for her grandson. That room belonged to a child before him who had lived with them for a while. His name was Haruyuki. Sirine and Jayma could not take care of him due to their age, so Haruyuki moved to an orphanage that was run by Jayma's old friend.

sirine's feelings flared up and she starts flashing back memories of last winter. A lot of mystery and fear sets in her heart, She just wants to welcome her daughter back, but it's not that easy, trying to fix what's broken will take a long time.