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It's been about a few days now and I still haven't seen Luciano. Amara has been ignoring me and acting like I don't even exist. I mean I get that she's mad and yes I knew that if she did ever find out she'd be of course mad at me but ugh. I miss having a friend around, to talk to. She really didn't deserve that i know.

The only one who's been speaking to me, is Vincent. He's been coming over each day and we've just been catching up basically, it's nice having some company. The only problem is that every time that I do see him, I think that my feelings start to grow more, which honestly scares me. How do I make it stop? Luciano and I haven't talked for a while so I'm guessing that my brain decided to find a replacement for him, aka the only other person who's been nice enough to talk to me.

I miss Luciano. I won't lie about that. I liked having him around. I liked having his sister around. This whole thing is shitty. For the sake of my life and my friendships though, I need to have him out of my life for a bit. The dreams that I've been having about him isn't helping that much. I've actually had dreams of the both of them these past few days, it was more like a nightmare because at the end of them, I always end up hugging Luciano and then running away. I don't know where I run to but I just run. Then I end up waking up. It's obviously some sort of sign by now, am I bothered to look it up though? Nah.

Luciano's POV

These few days have been pretty hectic. After that whole shabang. My plan is ruined all thanks to my absolutely lovely sister, Amara! She of course just had to make a big scene and now Gabriella decided that she wants to take a little 'break'. I wanted to try and say some bs to make her talk to me again but quite frankly I know she'll fall back for me. Where'd she likes to admit it or not. I'm not going to sit her and lie though, Gabriella's not that bad of a person. She's sweet. A bit of a challenge sometimes but out of all of the people I've had to deal with she's been quite frankly the best 1. I may have been a bit too harsh on her now that I think about it. I mean she's pretty nice to talk to, she's also very talented. Whoever does earn her heart is lucky. Usually I wouldn't ever compliment any girl like that but I don't know, hanging out with her, it's kinda turned me I guess nicer? I've managed to keep calm most weeks now. I don't know really know what it is about her….It's like she's healing me or something like that. But do I really want her too?

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