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The date had now officially finished and I can say that it was one big success. He's now taking me to my hotel room, my back was against the door and his tall figure leaning over me. He smelled so good and as I was looking at his gorgeous lips and thinking about how I wanted him to kiss me, I heard him ask something unexpected.

"Can I kiss you to end of this date?" Like you read my mind...

"Me sure yes please do I'd love that!" He laughed before coming in for it. One hand on my waist, one hand caressing my cheek and pulling me close to him...ugh am I dreaming? His lips finally landed on mine and we were kissing! Yes! I've done it I've kissed Luciano Martini after seven yearsss! My heart feels like it's about to explode. The kiss slowly turns into a hot makeout sesh right outside my hotel door room. I part lips after a while to ask him to come in. He came in and we continued the kiss right onto the couch.

I pulled away once again remembering where I am and remembering how I have daughter who hates me dating and would most definely want any of those men on our couch of all places making out with her mother. Too risky to even try.

"I'm sorry...but I can't go any further... you have to leave." Please don't go.

"We don't have to do anything you know we can just keep talking on the balcony or something, I just wanna be with you." It's just a talk on the balcony, that can't hurt right?

"Ok it has blankets so we could even cuddle or something but not too long." He nodded.

We began talking and I had completely lost track of time and I was now asleep, on the balcony couch next to Luciano Martini. What a great day.

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1 hour later

I was woke up by the very loud screaming that sounded like the of a little girl, too familiar...ADRIANNA! Fuckkkk. I immediately got up trying to wake Luciano up. Adrianna turned to the worker of the daycare and started crying on her. Well shit, she's probably going to some trauma from this moment huh. Finally Luciano woke up after ages of me shaking him and the day care worker explained that I still wasn't there and the place was closing for the night and Adrianna's crying only got louder. I took Luciano outside and said I'd meet with him for an explanation at a coffee shop. I closed the door going back to Adrianna.

"Thank you, you can go now." I told the lady. I grabbed Adrianna away from her and sat her near me.

"Oh sweetie I'm sorry...When you get older you might understand but I can't stay single forever I have to move on and I know that you don't want me getting hurt but being hurt is apart of life."

"Who is he?" Oh great.

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