0.2.12 Iron wall

I drove until I could see the moon beyond the high rises, I couldn't steer the wheel anymore. Where the heck did I come to? I looked around to feel the eerie silence that had surrounded me. Neither the air rushed, nor were there trees that carried voices of the living. Soon the night will pass, hopefully so. It's not haunting, this silence. I meant it when I said it was peaceful. But what am I even doing here? Where am I going?

Yunas, TianShi, LanXu and even ZhuYuan who just joined us all see me highly. I wish it was my wishful thinking, but I can see it in their gazes, it's apparent enough. I want to be reliable and figure things out for my people, yes, I do, I really do. With this new development as of today, I feel so unsure of myself. For the past 20 months, all I had been looking forward to was answers, now the answer is here, laid out in front of me, I don't know what to do with it.