05.2 That doctor guy

Maybe if I had actually focused on that life, as an actual life instead of just some cage I had to survive through, I would have had some fun too. Like the first world .. even if I hadn't met him, that life was very fun, although I felt lost at times, I could always find my way back. The gangster world was okay, there were some days I would have fun, but then I'd be reminded of reality, and everything would just crumble.

Why can't I have fun?

"Want some tea? LanLan makes good tea, you can trust me on that one. A'Xu can you bring it to the lot outside? I want some fresh air." Xiao Tian is quite used to ordering LanXu around isn't he?

"Wear something then, both of you. It's cold." LanXu bought two hoodies over. This is disturbing, why is LanXu so behaved today?

"Let's go, Yi Gege." He dragged me out to the lot. I don't know if it's intentional, but we always lean on this one car. Maybe because it's the most sturdy car from the ones we have, it's almost a jeep.