05.4 Empty show of grandeur

"..Just.." Such a desperate cry. I turned my eyes to a nearby screen. My face was staring at the screen, close up, I scrunched my nose but kept watching. It's the first time I have seen true fear in someone's eyes. Why do they have to be mine? When was I ever this scared? The frown between my brows eases up in the projection, and my eyes soften, "LiFeng." As I see it, I have so much more to say, those eyes have so much more to express, it's almost scary, overwhelming, I want to run away, far far away, yet I am curious, what could those eyes possibly show me?

... Why am I having difficulty comprehending myself? I remember this, quite vividly to be honest, so why do I feel this way? As if I don't even know who that person is.